About Me

About Me

I am a Charlotte-Mason-educating single mother of 5 who reads Robert Frost and C.S. Lewis continually to her children.


Because my home is full of children, it is full of….. 

~ nursery rhymes and fairy tales

~ nature walks and pinecones 

~ leaves we know the names of 

~ field guides of birds we know the calls of 

~ picture books and dress up

~ music to sing and dance to 

~ beautiful artwork 

~ nature journals

~ imaginations full of stories

~ grand conversations 

~ books 

~ and books 

~ and books 

~ and trauma


(which brings me here)


I have found myself back in my home county, the land and hills that made me, the love of my little life, remembering the girl who grew intimate with nature and family and stories and beauty - who took her little book she wrote about flowers to the young author’s conference and sat wide-eyed as Cynthia Rylant read When I Was Young in the Mountains, and I wanted to be her, until I wanted to be Madeleine L’Engle after reading Wrinkle in Time and A Wind in the Door, until I wanted to be my hometown hero, naturalist and painter, Charles Burchfield.  


I wanted to paint and write for the rest of my life, and walk under trees, and pursue art therapy, so I left Appalachia for Cornell and ended up chucking my genetics lab for Chaucer.  I continued to love science and history and the magic of childhood and the beauty that was Ithaca while I sat under Toni Morrison and wanted to be her and Flannery O’Conner and Faulkner, and the waterfalls.  Every person needs a creek, a river, a pond, or the sea.    

And poetry.

And resurrected dreams. 

And memories and clinging things...

nature + nurture

Sometimes life doesn't turn out the way you expected it to be.  It isn't a constant.  Study nature and you'll see the only constant is change.  But the rhythm and expectation of it can become a comfort and a help.  Life is labor.  There are times of rest and mercy inbetween the contractions of life.  But it's purposeful.  And unfinished isn't always failure, and endings can be new beginnings.  Motherhood is a constant closing of chapters and seasons and a starting of new ones.  It requires grieving and courage.  Those go together.  

The closest I’ve ever come to anything I ever wanted to be was motherhood and homeschooling.  I am an advocate (of children and mothers and the love of learning) healing alongside my children, adjusting to changes, salvaging all that was good and beautiful, all that I have learned in my schooling and parenting and life, bringing them here to begin again.  This is all that I know and all that I love and all that I am.  It’s a lifestyle of love and intention and the right sort of books, and a continual attention and connection to the world around you and within you.  


“Mothers work wonders once they are convinced that wonders are demanded of them.” Charlotte Mason


I am hoping this business, which is the outworking of my own childhood and that of my children, and the necessity for a new kind of work, will provide for us in a new way so that I can remain present for my kids, and provide for you the way reading and exploring have provided for us.  



We made it.  We just kept reading and we just kept doing what we knew how to do, and it kept us.  And you can make it too.  I’ll show you.  No matter where you are or where you are going.  As Robert Frost says, You come too...

 

- Tricia 

 


12 comments

  • Nina

    hello. I just found you. our site names are so similar. and many inspirations. I was particularly taken by your comment about “a wrinkle in time”. i met Madeleine L’Engle at the NYC restaurant where I worked 25 years ago, it was so exciting. also, your poetry about reading encourages me to revisit classics. most importantly right now, are you alright in Appalachia? the situation is so challenging. I am wishing you all the very best!

  • Susan Stone

    What beautiful, heartfelt words. I can relate to them and you. I am a friend of Laura Kubas. Someday I hope to meet you. Good Fortune with the gift you are sharing!! It looks magical.

  • Joy Clancy

    I love this! I am in the beginnings of empty nesting. This jumped out at me. It’s a new season of mothering. Thank you for these good words that capture a breadth of mothering seasons.

    “There are times of rest and mercy inbetween the contractions of life. But it’s purposeful. And unfinished isn’t always failure, and endings can be new beginnings. Motherhood is a constant closing of chapters and seasons and a starting of new ones. It requires grieving and courage. Those go together. "

  • Kathy Martin

    Thank you for the gentle peek inside your heart. I believe children look much more deeply into the intricacies of nature than adults do. I remember as a child seeing a spring beauty flower and thoroughly examining the veins of color in the petals. I was awed by its delicacy and by its resilience, knowing it would come back each spring to greet me. I see God’s handiwork in that tiny blossom.

  • Clare

    Hello! I stumbled upon your site somehow and am so glad I did! I own/operate a nature school in Middle Tennessee. It was born out of grief and trauma. Going on it’s 10th year, I step back and am in awe of what God has done and how many children and families it has impacted. Nature, books, art, music, storytelling and PLAY is how we spend our days, but this is all done through the lens of the child’s social/emotional development… what I see as the KEY to a strong foundation.
    I SO appreciate your store, the offerings-along with the helpful descriptions and the beauty you have created! Gonna spread word in my neck of woods:)
    The name of my school is Ferntop Nature Preschool. You can also find me on Instagram @ferntop_natire
    Excited to see what God does with your dream!
    -Clare Nugent

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